les voix: For/Getting｜Re/Membering

重新斟酌之後，基於時間與心力的考量之下
我決定將一切從簡，完全從簡那樣子的從簡
以最純粹的方式呈現，目前以效率至上了：

畢業論文的主題仍然是【國際人權法下健康權之內涵與實踐】
以CESCR第14號意見書架構為完全主軸（加上其他可用之Comments）
參考Judith Asher 的“The Right to Health--A Resource Manual for NGOs”
剩下的，就只好試圖使用秘技對付了，能否成功只能聽天由命了。
加上之前已大致上完成了right to health indicators & benchmarks的表格
主要是根據GC. 14的架構（關於公共衛生議題）
然後參考了UN Special Rapporteurs之前針對特定議題的結論作為範本
也參考WHO/ UNWOMEN/ UNICEF/ UNAIDS/ FAO等組織曾提出過的指標和描述

Rights-based (rather than needs-based) approach to public health
　--> Right to health INDICATORS & BENCHMARKS，如下：
1st Subcategory of public health in the right to health:【Maternal, Child and Reproductive Health】
2nd Subcategory of public health in the right to health:【Healthy Natural and Work Environment】
3rd Subcategory of public health in the right to health:【Prevention, Treatment and Control of Diseases】
4th Subcategory of public health in the right to health:【Health Facilities, Goods and Services】
X-1軸：STRUCTURE (Strategic framework; legislation; environment) /
　　　　PROCESS (Capacity building; implementation; efficiency) /
　　　　OUTCOME (Impact assessment; anticipation; effectiveness)
　X-2軸：INDICATOR / BENCHMARK / Targets achieved? / Violations constituted?
Y-1軸：Obligations regarding health care / Obligations regarding the underlying determinants of health
　Y-2軸：Duties of immediate effect / Duties of progressive realization
　　Y-3軸：Respect-bound obligations / Protection-bound obligations / Fulfillment-bound obligations
　　　Y-4軸：Availability = Quantity + Highest possibility) /
　　　　　　 Accessibility = Equality (Non-discrimination; Measures for the vulnerable and disadvantaged)
　　　　　　　　　　　　　+ Physical accessibility
　　　　　　　　　　　　　+ Economic accessibility (Affordability; Equity)
　　　　　　　　　　　　　+ Information accessibility (Transparency; Education; Participation) /
　　　　　　 Acceptability = Sustainability + Professional ethics + Cultural appropriateness /
　　　　　　 Quality = Safety + Adequacy

至於各項indicators文字敘述仍須斟酌，目前老師是覺得太繁雜了，應再簡化
但因為我先前想要評估各組織 (特別是WHO)的各項建議後，才確切地寫出來
Benchmarks的部分應會採UN訂的目標，以millennium goals為主（若包括）

論文中的文字內容應該會以
「如何透過right to health的規範分析，得出這份indicators & benchmarks
　並進一步用以analyze and assess公共衛生政策與實踐？」為主要闡述內容

最後再加上一些經典名句之過濾與未來填入，提升光彩之備註：
“When we speak of human rights, we must never forget that [[we are laboring to save the individual man, woman or child from violence, abuse and injustice... Freedom from want and freedom from fear go hand in hand.]]” (Kofi Annan, Secretary-General of the United Nations, address to the UN Commission on Human Rights, 2003) P.9
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“It is my aspiration that [[health will finally be seen, not as a blessing to be wished for; but as a human right to be fought for.]]” (Kofi Annan, Secretary-General of the United Nations, address to the UN Commission on Human Rights, 2003) P. 22
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“... [[Good health and economic prosperity tend to support each other.]] Healthy people can more easily earn an income, and people with a higher income can more easily seek medical care, have better nutrition, and have the freedom to live healthier lives.” (Amartya Sen, Economist of Nobel Memorial Prize in Economic Sciences) p.51
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“... [[Ill health is both a cause and a consequence of poverty]]: sick people are more likely to become poor and the poor are more vulnerable to disease and disability. Good health is central to creating and sustaining the capabilities that poor people need to escape poverty. A key asset of the poor, good health contributes to their greater economic security. [[Good health is not just an outcome of development: it is a way of achieving development.” (Paul Hunt, Special Rapporteur on the Right of Everyone to the Enjoyment of the Highest Attainable Standard of Physical and Mental Health) p. 57
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“Human rights advocacy is hardly ever purely legal or purely political. The most effective strategies combine political action with legal action... [[Ultimately, legal and political actions are mutually reinforcing and work together to shape more equitable policies, standards and attitudes and assure that governments and citizens comply with international human rights law.]]” (Women, Law and Development International (WLDI); Human Rights Watch (HRW), Women’s Rights Division: Women’s Human Rights Step by Step) p. 109
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“In my view (Paul Hunt), the right to health is coming of age – it is maturing – and reaching a crucial new stage in its evolution. [[Increasingly, the right to health is recognized to be a fundamental human right, no less than freedom of expression and the right to a fair trial...And increasingly health professionals are recognizing the rich potential of the right to health as a way of deepening, reinforcing and enhancing their work.” (Paul Hunt, Special Rapporteur on the Right of Everyone to the Enjoyment of the Highest Attainable Standard of Physical and Mental Health)
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“Lack of consciousness of health as a right remains a fundamental challenge – if not the challenge – for human rights NGOs engaged in promoting the right to health... [[In order for the right to heath to be meaningful, it must become part of the understanding that people at the community level have of themselves, their well-being, and their relationship to the state. [Otherwise] violations of the right to health – whether caused by poverty-related conditions or by lack of access to health care – continue to be invisible, and accepted as part of the natural order of things.]]” (Alicia Yamin, Harvard School of Public Health) P. 114
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“Legal victories relating to the right to health attain a greater significance when they are accompanied by other actions aimed at raising public awareness, and when civil society assimilates those victories into their understanding of their own entitlements... [[The more people receive remedies for violations, the more they perceive the right as real; the more people perceive the right as real, the more they clamor for remedies.]]” (Paul Hunt, Special Rapporteur on the Right of Everyone to the Enjoyment of the Highest Attainable Standard of Physical and Mental Health) p. 122

實在是得感謝（substantially）GC No.14、Paul Hunt跟Judith Asher等等
不知不覺中再唸完一本書... inter alia，這幾句話實在令人感動、內心澎湃啊！

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【NOTE】
一月中旬，收到來自教務處的貼心關懷
那是一記密電退學通知（晴天霹靂之shock，可想而知！）
一月下旬，緊急呈上傳說中的至尊專簽
懇請通融休復學乙次（鋪天蓋地的anxiety，踟躕矛盾！）
為什麼焦慮？為什麼應允？為何唯唯諾諾？
為什麼苦惱？為什麼爭取？為何汲汲營營？

Not only完成使命的責任感，but also誠惶誠恐的罪惡感
Time waits for no one. How much it goes, how much you waste.
一回想，我就覺得害怕：何以造就？何以拖累？何以延宕？
只有自己心裡明白，誑稱的second life在時光長廊中，顯得可笑
那股悲哀特別會湧現在「總想一股作氣，卻又力有未逮」的感覺中
這種事、這個過程，讓自己顯得差勁透了：既矛盾也複雜。

這樣的抉擇can never simply be once in a lifetime
正因為life is a struggle，ever and forever！
於是在簽呈過了之後，還是趕緊去學校完成休復學again的手續
那是一個不該熟悉，卻已如識途老馬般尷尬的過程
所幸校園真是處處有溫情，幾乎每個處室的承辦都表示出關心。

除了系辦裡的碩士班助教本來就超貼心外
沒想到還讓體育室的阿姨請糖喝涼茶
連會計室的朱姐都問起家裡蘑菇的收成如何
教官記得我是補充兵種提醒我補登資料
圖書館小弟問我怎麼那麼久沒去借書了
最感人的是註冊組的程姐，因為她就是密電那頭的女子
要不是她和助教，我根本壓根兒不會發現逾期這件事...

反正事已至此，已無回頭路，破釜沉舟如我儘量樂觀地想著：
When God put a smile onto your face,
He would leave some tears at the same time.
That’s the reason why we won’t be happy all the time,
but feel depressed, then from down to high.
Life is not easy, not because it’s destined,
but for its sweet and bitterness, interchanging and unpredicted…
送給自己一首Alicia Keys的《Brand New Me》，打打氣用！

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It’s been a while, I’m not who I was before
You look surprised, your words don’t burn me anymore
Been meaning to tell you, but I guess it’s clear to see
Don’t be mad, it’s just the brand new kind of me
Can’t be bad, I found a brand new kind of free

Careful with your ego, he’s the one that we should blame
Had to grab my heart back
God know something had to change
I thought that you’d be happy
I found the one thing I need, why you mad
It’s just the brand new kind of me

It took a long long time to get here
It took a brave, brave girl to try
It took one too many excuses, one too many lies
Don’t be surprised, don’t be surprised

If I talk a little louder
If I speak up when you’re wrong
If I walk a little taller
I’d be known to you too long
If you noticed that I’m different
Don’t take it personally
Don’t be mad, it’s just the brand new kind of me
And it ain’t bad, I found a brand new kind of free

Oh, it took a long long road to get here
It took a brave brave girl to try
I’ve taken one too many excuses, one too many lies
Don’t be surprised, oh see you look surprised

Hey, if you were a friend, you want to get know me again
If you were worth a while
You’d be happy to see me smile
I’m not expecting sorry
I’m too busy finding myself
I got this
I found me, I found me, yeah
I don’t need your opinion
I’m not waiting for your ok
I’ll never be perfect, but at least now I’m brave
Now, my heart is open
And I can finally breathe
Don’t be mad, it’s just the brand new kind of free
That ain’t bad, I found a brand new kind of me
Don’t be mad, it’s a brand new time for me, yeah