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My dear,

In fact, I'm not really that busy as I told you all the time.
And I think you knew it already, but it's difficult to tell the truth.

I wanna make everyone regard me as a tough guy, but I'm not as well.
No one knows me exactly well, cuz' I'm always making lies.
Like I'm not mature enough to have the gaypride, indeed I hate that.
However. the idendity makes me ill and dishonest, since I pretended not.

As I told some guys that I'm not really a christian,
but it doesn't mean I dunnt need ya anymore, and the fact is I need you more.
Even though I dunnt behave like I'm totally royal and faithful,
The worse is that I still pray to you for myself, it means you're still there.

The greatest dilemma of mine is, I have no a clear aim I gonna aim against.
The pressure is from my Parents, and also myself.
It will be the biggest problem I ever met in my life,
but I dunnt wanna make it as an obstacle in front me,
and it should be kinda chance, even a turning point for me.

Do you have any idea of is there kinda job for me to learn language,
and I can take the advantage of travelling around?!
Except a ambassador, a lawyer, and a judge.
I dunnt really need so much money, but if it is possible,
I wanna do anything I want in the future very conveniently.

Can you try to convince me, to pursuade me, or to push me to make up my mind.
Otherwise, I'll be nothing and a nobody after I get graduated.

It doesn't matter, cuz' I'm still the son of a farmer.
So I gonna have a profession with gardening or farms?!

I love you so much, and you brought me much fun and joys by accident.
So it's obviously nice to hear from you, even you're always speechless.

Nice to talk to you guy,

My Lord in the heavens

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