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I have been upset in these couple of days,
Nearly, I can barely breathe in gallons of tears.
Especially in the serious and hard time,
I am otherwise thought to be fooling around.
Especially when all of this is to prove something,
Bad luck turns it out to be totally contrary.
I always know what it feels like to be misunderstood,
And I also know it is hurtful, and very disappointing.
If I did not do my best to feed everyone’s appetite,
If I had not made it to meet up with everyone’s wish,
It seems to be an irreversible error, and I am to blame.
But is anybody ever willing to think about this further.
I know I do not behave well, as a good kid for parents,
I know I do not like staying home and this makes you sick,
I know I do not make my own living yet that is dissatisfying,
But you should ever notice that I have tried my best,
And if you know how stressful I feel when I am there,
You might not scold on me like I am just piece of rubbish.
But you choose to believe lies and the images you build up.
Sometimes I just need your love and stay beside me,
Sometimes I am dying to see you and need one hug,
Sometimes I really want you to care about me more,
But you are always with him, someone I hate gradually,
And you are all the time requesting me and commanding,
Then keep me waiting, waiting for nothing but wasting.
You say you still love me, no matter what happen to you,
I maybe can feel it, but only from the words of messages.
What I have got is merely calling to nobody, no responding,
Spending every night and morning with crazy loneliness,
And you still do not offer any promise, just let me be it,
And still try to comfort me, like you know and care anything.
The truth is that I am sick of it, but I just cannot leave,
Because I love you too much and know nothing to do,
Even I can tell sometimes you are just telling lies,
Sensitive enough to feel something getting changed,
But I just dare not recognize it, and even deny it.
Now I speak of it, in the blog you ask me to hide.
Sometimes I am so sorry for ever meeting you,
But you are always able to convince me,
As you could be the right one there for me,
Although in fact, you are not and will never be,
I still choose to believe you and what you say,
When you save me from the worst damn hell.
Ok, now I have to admit that I am just grumbling,
Of course I cannot stand to live without family,
Surely I still want to try hard to make them happy,
And that is why I got back to work immediately,
Someday I would have a chance to prove it,
What I have been insisting that I am never spoiled.
On the other side of the coin, I still love my man,
Even I still need to share you with someone else,
Even you will never make any slight change for me,
Even you are so stubborn and merely half-focused,
But seriously, I do not know why I this love you,
Perhaps I just like to be loved and cared by a man,
And you are the only one who treats me this nice.
I am never a greedy or wanting person,
So I can bear to be part of the secret,
It is your drama, and I am so purely plain,
You are not innocent, and so is your boy,
I just merely got involved unintentionally,
But you have no idea how deep I am in.
＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋
＋ 秘密 (by 藍又時) ＋
＋ ＋
＋ 你就直接回頭吧 他在等著你 ＋
＋ 不要怕我會哭泣 早就在心底 ＋
＋想想你說過的話 其實我們不虛假＋
＋ 那就好吧 其實你對我不差 ＋
＋ ＋
＋ 別對我食之無味 棄之可惜 ＋
＋ 雖然你還有感覺 但不是愛情 ＋
＋想想你說過的話 其實我們不虛假＋
＋ 那就好了吧 這些夠了呀 ＋
＋ ＋
＋ 我們的愛情是秘密 不能成立 ＋
＋ 就算我愛你也不能夠說明 ＋
＋ 他在你身邊逗你開心 ＋
＋ 我只不過讓你歇斯底里 ＋
＋ ＋
＋ 你就讓我跟著你一起秘密 ＋
＋ 我們的事情 說好不提起 ＋
＋ 讓我們 都能夠清晰 ＋
＋ 你和他 是不變的 定律 ＋
＋ ＋
＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋
Nearly, I can barely breathe in gallons of tears.
Especially in the serious and hard time,
I am otherwise thought to be fooling around.
Especially when all of this is to prove something,
Bad luck turns it out to be totally contrary.
I always know what it feels like to be misunderstood,
And I also know it is hurtful, and very disappointing.
If I did not do my best to feed everyone’s appetite,
If I had not made it to meet up with everyone’s wish,
It seems to be an irreversible error, and I am to blame.
But is anybody ever willing to think about this further.
I know I do not behave well, as a good kid for parents,
I know I do not like staying home and this makes you sick,
I know I do not make my own living yet that is dissatisfying,
But you should ever notice that I have tried my best,
And if you know how stressful I feel when I am there,
You might not scold on me like I am just piece of rubbish.
But you choose to believe lies and the images you build up.
Sometimes I just need your love and stay beside me,
Sometimes I am dying to see you and need one hug,
Sometimes I really want you to care about me more,
But you are always with him, someone I hate gradually,
And you are all the time requesting me and commanding,
Then keep me waiting, waiting for nothing but wasting.
You say you still love me, no matter what happen to you,
I maybe can feel it, but only from the words of messages.
What I have got is merely calling to nobody, no responding,
Spending every night and morning with crazy loneliness,
And you still do not offer any promise, just let me be it,
And still try to comfort me, like you know and care anything.
The truth is that I am sick of it, but I just cannot leave,
Because I love you too much and know nothing to do,
Even I can tell sometimes you are just telling lies,
Sensitive enough to feel something getting changed,
But I just dare not recognize it, and even deny it.
Now I speak of it, in the blog you ask me to hide.
Sometimes I am so sorry for ever meeting you,
But you are always able to convince me,
As you could be the right one there for me,
Although in fact, you are not and will never be,
I still choose to believe you and what you say,
When you save me from the worst damn hell.
Ok, now I have to admit that I am just grumbling,
Of course I cannot stand to live without family,
Surely I still want to try hard to make them happy,
And that is why I got back to work immediately,
Someday I would have a chance to prove it,
What I have been insisting that I am never spoiled.
On the other side of the coin, I still love my man,
Even I still need to share you with someone else,
Even you will never make any slight change for me,
Even you are so stubborn and merely half-focused,
But seriously, I do not know why I this love you,
Perhaps I just like to be loved and cared by a man,
And you are the only one who treats me this nice.
I am never a greedy or wanting person,
So I can bear to be part of the secret,
It is your drama, and I am so purely plain,
You are not innocent, and so is your boy,
I just merely got involved unintentionally,
But you have no idea how deep I am in.
＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋
＋ 秘密 (by 藍又時) ＋
＋ ＋
＋ 你就直接回頭吧 他在等著你 ＋
＋ 不要怕我會哭泣 早就在心底 ＋
＋想想你說過的話 其實我們不虛假＋
＋ 那就好吧 其實你對我不差 ＋
＋ ＋
＋ 別對我食之無味 棄之可惜 ＋
＋ 雖然你還有感覺 但不是愛情 ＋
＋想想你說過的話 其實我們不虛假＋
＋ 那就好了吧 這些夠了呀 ＋
＋ ＋
＋ 我們的愛情是秘密 不能成立 ＋
＋ 就算我愛你也不能夠說明 ＋
＋ 他在你身邊逗你開心 ＋
＋ 我只不過讓你歇斯底里 ＋
＋ ＋
＋ 你就讓我跟著你一起秘密 ＋
＋ 我們的事情 說好不提起 ＋
＋ 讓我們 都能夠清晰 ＋
＋ 你和他 是不變的 定律 ＋
＋ ＋
＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋＋
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