一段為期六年的旅程
最後還是結束了
六年，充實的七十二個月
有時覺得無敵，有時很心虛
可以改變很多人很多事
可以實現很多粗糙的夢想
可以重新學會如何想像
但也突顯很多事的不變與穩定
一度幾乎要一走了之放棄了
卻在最後關頭發現新天地
一度信心滿滿覺得就要留下了
卻在臨門一腳時出現轉折
危機或許真的是轉機，或許是
只是說不準是快轉或逆轉
從台北到布萊頓再回到台北
從來沒真正愛上過哪個城市
總在快離開時才開始傷感
以為自己能走得很瀟灑
也真的看上去一派輕鬆
我想，是因為人而不是城市吧！
頭幾年總打算拿到學位就走人
沒想到人算不如天算
真正開始過生活了
就習慣了，就不想再遠行
何處是家，哪個方向是外地
連自己都開始不太確定
原以為一切都會很順利
找工作定居小圈圈世界什麼的
其實一切還是很順利
只是往出乎意料的方向發展
也是抉擇，也是聽天由命
驚覺沒有非怎樣不可的理由
人生始終沒什麼邏輯
算不到罷工算不到疫情
算不到嫌惡與喜歡並不互斥
算不到幸福與惆悵能同時發生
算不到好運和壞運是一體兩面
還是回家吧，我這麼想
一段為期六年的旅程
終於還是結束了
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最後點播 #TheHighStrung 的«The Luck You Got»紀念這段不長不短的第三人生吧！
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Think of all the luck you got
Know that it's not for naught
You were beaming once before
But it’s not like that anymore
Count all the moods you’ve known
Know they’re not stuck in stone
You were patient once before
But it's not like that anymore
What is this down side
That you speak of
What is this feeling
You’re so sure of
Round up the friends you got
Know that they’re not for naught
You were willing once before
But it’s not like that anymore
The time that you would never trade
Is equal to the effort made
You were simple once before
But it’s not like that anymore
What is this down side
That you speak of
What is this feeling
You're so sure of
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