les voix: For/Getting｜Re/Membering

They love me so so much, and I love them,too.

They treat me so so good, and I'm very satisfied as well.

Nonetheless;

They make me feel so stressed, frustrated.

I know, many people are jealous for me,

Cuz' I have that kinda parents, who're always worried about their kid.

However;

It's really damned sad to be well-organized in that way.

I can sense their passion and expectations,

But whenever I do, I become more sensitive and guilty.

It makes me blue and definitely pessimistic.

I'm always wondering, why can't I do anything I hope to do.

In fact, they don't restrict me to do anything I want to,

but they also hope me to fulfill any target they set.

Any of them are really far away from myself mind,

even some of them are what I dislike to get.

If in case,

I never did so well,

probably they wouldn't be like that,

so I need more courage to disobey against something over.

Whatever,

they are still my parents,

so I never give in and give up loving them both,

and when I grow up more and more,

I found that they are the most important ones in my life.

And that's why I'm confused about and think twice so much.

To give more, to gain more,

Otherwise;

I'll lose everything...let me think about this!!!