les voix: For/Getting｜Re/Membering

Dad once told me,
Curiosity kills a cat.
But I would be enchanted by what you behaved.

Mom often says that,
An apple keeps doctors away.
But you dropped me sick day by day.

The teachers taught us,
Practice makes perfect.
But you prefer leaving it all in vain.

An old saying I understand,
Where there's a will, there's a way.
But the truth I found is, to pay more, to gain less.

You're always telling me,
Rome wasn't built in one day.
But I dare say to love you is the same.

Of course you hope me to give you a break;
It's obvious to see I've been out of my head.

I cannot for your promise get a baby to bear;
As a stupid girl take benefits to win the chance.

Just like I know for sure you won't change;
It's no way for a virgin never to have sex.

Everything is alright except that you aren't a gay;
It's useless for me to push you onto gorgeous climax.

Maybe you still want me to be your friend;
What I'm really afraid is that you're always there.

Whenever I try to escape,
Please don't beg me back.
Please don't call my name.
Please don't do that again and again.

This is my shame to have a long stay;
It doesn't mean you're totally saint.

Goodbye to my dear you,
Thanks for letting me pretend it's merely a game,
But baby,
I've just lost my control during this play,
And I am so close to be dead.