les voix: For/Getting｜Re/Membering

As a straight, I’m burdened to do fucking. Imagine A man is never free of having a baby. It’s not easy to be me. As an insider, I’m asked to hate everything. Imagine A man lives forever in the same country. It’s not easy to be me. As a white, I’m expected to give sympathy. Imagine A man tries so hard to learn nothing. It’s not easy to be me. You never look at me As I don’t deserve it It’s fine; I can handle it. You never look for me Like I never exist It’s fine; I think I can handle it. But the truth has been told I become really grumpy. I guess, I need some attention. But the fact has been found I don’t want you to hear me. That’s cool, so that I can stay angry. I don’t even know why I write Especially about this. If it ain’t important I wouldn’t even think of it. I don’t need to tell why, I think. People just take it as another story A story being sarcastic. Maybe even a good one If it’s full of irony. XXX Anyway, 最近實在沒有時間好好組織一篇網誌,所以就想隨手記下一些小事 #全球衛生讀書會 #Foucault #biopolitics #Deleuze #assemblage #discourse_analysis 我又在假裝我有用hashtag的功能了,哈! XXX 身邊的人好像不是很喜歡張惠妹那首新歌《偷故事的人》 老實說,我也沒被它感動到,可能旋律還是太艾怡良了 不過它的歌詞倒是讓我心有戚戚焉,可能是因為最近在寫研究方法 一直在思考什麼「研究者位置」、反身性和代言政治的問題 所以特別敏感... 下面這幾句,真是聽得我渾身發毛: 「 於是偷走令自己大笑的故事 於是偷走令自己傷心的故事 而我總任性的,對別人驕傲的說著 口沫橫飛,生動的,像我們一起走過的 於是拼揍了別人傷心的故事 於是黏貼了別人快樂的故事 而我總練習著,如何驕傲的說著 同時不再情緒化的,為偷竊行為負責 為我的無理道歉,我道歉,我道歉 為我的虛榮道歉,我道歉,我道歉 像每個寓言說的,貪婪是有代價的 我擁有超過我能承載的 我道歉,我道歉,我不該偷故事的 」